lost a guy, gained a blog! I've never written one before, it's kinda exciting, wonder if anyone will actually read this. well i woke up this morning feeling slightly sick, firstly from losing a boyfriend of 8 months but secondly and probably more truthfully from the amount of chocolate ice cream i gorged afterwards. Why do lovely things go with terrible situations? i.e breaking up with my guy in public = chocolate bananas in the manchester christmas markets. The latter were actually completely and utterly delish but didn't quite manage to compensate and cheer me up, resulting in poor random (and quite hot) strange men asking me if im ok in the middle of the street. I spose this was called for as I might have been slightly swaying (red wine), puffy eyed (yes unfortunately i am a weak person and shed tears over a man grrrrrrrr) and sniffing whilst facing a wall taking deep breaths. God the man must have thought i was a lunatic??!!

so back to today... well it's my only day off from my current job, deli girl come waitress in the centre of manchester. i know what you're thinking.. wow! (sacastic intotion here) but don't worry, the art of making the perfect sandwich is not my lifelong ambition. I am in fact only raising money in my gap year before jet setting off across the world..................! not actually being sarcastic here.

so it's back to work tomorrow.. guyless, more sandwiches to make and probably with a horrendous hangover if i consume too much anti break up tequila tonight whilst staring at hot guys. ah well....... his hair needed cutting anyway. xx