It's official.. as of today, i am..... without chocolate!! well for the next 40 days and nights (strictly a little longer till easter??!! can someone explain why??) anyways, after polishing off a yummy scrumptious chocolate and banana pancake yesterday evening, I decided that I should take hold of my recent chocolate addiction. see I think that's what it's actually become.. an addiction, whether physically or emotionally i don't know. i thought it was the latter because i didn't think you could get physically hooked on chocolate but someone told me otherwise today.
so at the end of day one 'sans chocolate' i report that it actually hasn't been too bad, i don't know if this was because it wasn't a particularly disastrous day, i tend to desperately crave chocolate in dire situations (or any resembling anything close!), so i guess maybe it's an emotional thing. my other reason for this chocolate sacrifice is that it's my only really bad food (the others being drinks; coffee and alcohol) and that if i'm not allowed it i may lose a bit of my fat weight and get flawless, glowing skin (ha ha, i'll keep you posted on these unrealistic thoughts).
However, I am going skiing on saturday, for a week in switzerland with the folks!! hurrah!! am looking forward to much fresh air in the mountains with much alcohol to soak it all up at night. Being stuck at the top of a snowy mountain, late in the afternoon, with no energy left in your legs to get you to the bottom and feeling completely drained of energy....sometimes... requires a little bit of chocolate, very yummy swiss chocolate of course. i do feel however that this may be my downfall. only time will tell...
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2008-02-07 @ 00:39